"Emm..i prefer someone tall, dark and handsome like Andika" says Melor.
"No wayyyy! He's really not my type. I like fairer guys better...someone like...Putra" exclaims Mawar.
"What about you, Kenanga?" asks Melor.
"I don't know, really...i don't really mind about his looks...as long as we can get along well with one another and we love each other unconditionally, i'd be thankful" answered Kenanga.
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Well, well, well~ How shall we begin?...
Ask any girl, who wouldn't want to date a good looking, charming guy like Edward Cullen? None.
Anyway, we will stop here and we shall continue later to allow me for more time to elaborate on the issue. Now, i need to sleep... Good night all...zzZZZZ
Sunday, 15 November 2009
I miss u & I love u
Last night i skyped with my younger sister. Her name is Mardhiatul Miskiah, and we call her Atul. But me, i have a special nickname for her. I call her mok2 coz she used to be a bit chubby (compared to a family of skinny and not so skinny members) :P She's in India now, pursuing her degree in dentistry. She was so eager showing off all the stuffs that she bought for us on skype last night. She bought me a set of saree, pink in colour. Nice, but i jokingly told her that it's ugly and requested for the baby blue one (which she had bought too) hahaha! :P I miss her. I know she misses us too. I hope she's doing well and not that home sick. I know she's a strong little sister (though in real, she's bigger than me), even stronger than me coz i'm such an emotional cry baby.
This morning, while i was still sleeping, my younger brother, Mukhlis called. He's currently in Leeds, England. He's a second year medical student. As always, i was half awake when he called. But i was happy to hear from him. I miss him so much. Back in England, whenever we had the chance, we used to spend time together, either he will come down to Plymouth, the place where i studied, or i myself will go to Leeds to pay him a visit. I remember, the first time he arrived in Leeds, i traveled way up to the midlands (8 hour trip by bus) to ensure that he was okay. We did some shopping, tidied his room, unpack his luggage, arranged his things neatly in the locker, broke fast together at this restaurant (i can't recall the name), talked over things, went back late and had a good rest. I can still remember the every little things we did. I miss you, abang.
I love both my younger brother and sister. I hope they're doing well in the respective countries. I pray that they will always excel in their studies and in everything that they do. I also look forward to meeting them next year, insyaallah, when they come back for the summer break.
p/s: All the best to my little brother, Munir, who will be sitting for his SPM beginning this 18th November. I miss you and i love you.
This morning, while i was still sleeping, my younger brother, Mukhlis called. He's currently in Leeds, England. He's a second year medical student. As always, i was half awake when he called. But i was happy to hear from him. I miss him so much. Back in England, whenever we had the chance, we used to spend time together, either he will come down to Plymouth, the place where i studied, or i myself will go to Leeds to pay him a visit. I remember, the first time he arrived in Leeds, i traveled way up to the midlands (8 hour trip by bus) to ensure that he was okay. We did some shopping, tidied his room, unpack his luggage, arranged his things neatly in the locker, broke fast together at this restaurant (i can't recall the name), talked over things, went back late and had a good rest. I can still remember the every little things we did. I miss you, abang.
I love both my younger brother and sister. I hope they're doing well in the respective countries. I pray that they will always excel in their studies and in everything that they do. I also look forward to meeting them next year, insyaallah, when they come back for the summer break.
p/s: All the best to my little brother, Munir, who will be sitting for his SPM beginning this 18th November. I miss you and i love you.
Saturday, 14 November 2009
a hundred truths
Killing time.
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage : orange juice
2. Last phone call : fahmi yorke :)
3. Last text message: dia
4. Last song you listened to : karma police by radiohead
5. Last time you cried : last week..pms..haha :p
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: errkkk..no!
7. Been cheated : yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no
9. Lost someone special: definitely
10. Been depressed: yes...but not that severely depressed
11. Been drunk and threw up: oh, i don't drink, thank u!
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. pink
13. white
14. baby blue
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yes!
16. Fallen out of love: no...
17. Laughed until you cried: hehehe..yes! many times in fact! :)
18. Met someone who changed you: yesssssssssssss! *wink2*
19. Found out who your true friends were: emm..yeah..
20. Found out someone was talking about you: though nothing interesting to talk about, surprisingly, YES!
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: of course :)
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them
23. How many kids do you want?: the more the merrier :p hahaha! joking~ emm..seriously, i have no idea~
24. Do you have any pets: nope..but back at home, we do have cats..mama takes care of them...
25. Do you want to change your name: no, thank u! i'm proud of my name :)
26. What did you do for your last birthday: celebrated it in England with friends
27. What time did you wake up today: 7.00am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: on the phone with Mr Pissed Off :)
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: 25th November! *fingers crossed*
30. Last time you saw your Mother : a few weeks back..huhu..
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: none
32. What are you listening to right now: the sound of the ceiling fan
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yep! former classmate at Crossland Moor Junior School, Huddersfield..his name is Thomas actually..but people called him Tom sometimes.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: nothing
35. Most visited webpage: facebook and blogspot
36. Whats your real name : munawarah mohd izam
37. Nicknames: muna, na, ikan bilis (my younger brother calls me that)
39. Zodiac sign: sagittarius
40. Male or female?: female
41. Elementary: SK Jitra, Kedah...Crossland Moor Junior School, England...SK Sg Korok Baru, Alor Setar...SK Sg Kajang, Batu Pahat
42. Secondary: SMK Tun Aminah, Batu Pahat...MRSM Muar
43. Tertiary education: IPKB, Kelantan...IPBA KL...University College Plymouth St. Mark & St. John, UK
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: longggggggggg
46. Height: 160cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone: (^_^)
48: What do you like about yourself?: errr..
49. Piercings: none
50. Tattoos: no wayyyy~
51. Righty or lefty: righty
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: never
53. First piercing: nil
54. First best friend : a boy named Raja back in kindergarten years..haha
55. First sport you joined: track and field
56. First vacation: London :)
58. First pair of trainers: kindergarten years i think
RIGHT NOW
59. thinking something more simpler than 1+1 = : *blank mode*
60. Drinking: nope!
61. I'm about to : type a response to this question. done! :)
62. Listening to: jigsaw falling into place
63. Waiting to : see Yorke soon~ *fingers crossed*
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: for sure! insyallah :)
65. Get married?: insyaallah..but i have no idea when.
66. Career : teacher/lecturer/professional emcee/businesswoman
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes...he said my eyes tell stories..huhu
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or younger: younger! hohoho~ (^,^)
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive, please...
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nope!
77. Drank hard liquor: no laaaa~
78. Lost glasses/contacts: not yet so far..
79. Sex on first date: ish3~ never!
80. Broken someone's heart: huhu..yes...my sincerest apologies to whom it may concern... :(
82. Been arrested: never
83. Turned someone down: yes...sorry again to those concerned
84. Cried when someone died: yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: ngee~ (^_~)
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes!
87. Miracles: yesssss! By Allah's will, anything can happen.
88. Love at first sight: yes...so first impression is always crucial
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: yes when i was a little girl...coz i believed what my teachers, Mrs. Lambert and Mrs. Burling, told me...huhu
91. Kiss on the first date: no
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/ boyfriend at a time: never
95. Did you sing today?: yes! i sing to myself and to my friends most of the time :)
96. Ever cheated on somebody's relationship?: no, i think
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: when i was 9
98. If you could pick a day from last year,what would it be?: 21st December 2008, the day i left the UK, leaving behind sooo many memories.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: honestly, yes.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yeah
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage : orange juice
2. Last phone call : fahmi yorke :)
3. Last text message: dia
4. Last song you listened to : karma police by radiohead
5. Last time you cried : last week..pms..haha :p
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: errkkk..no!
7. Been cheated : yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no
9. Lost someone special: definitely
10. Been depressed: yes...but not that severely depressed
11. Been drunk and threw up: oh, i don't drink, thank u!
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. pink
13. white
14. baby blue
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yes!
16. Fallen out of love: no...
17. Laughed until you cried: hehehe..yes! many times in fact! :)
18. Met someone who changed you: yesssssssssssss! *wink2*
19. Found out who your true friends were: emm..yeah..
20. Found out someone was talking about you: though nothing interesting to talk about, surprisingly, YES!
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: of course :)
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most of them
23. How many kids do you want?: the more the merrier :p hahaha! joking~ emm..seriously, i have no idea~
24. Do you have any pets: nope..but back at home, we do have cats..mama takes care of them...
25. Do you want to change your name: no, thank u! i'm proud of my name :)
26. What did you do for your last birthday: celebrated it in England with friends
27. What time did you wake up today: 7.00am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: on the phone with Mr Pissed Off :)
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: 25th November! *fingers crossed*
30. Last time you saw your Mother : a few weeks back..huhu..
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: none
32. What are you listening to right now: the sound of the ceiling fan
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yep! former classmate at Crossland Moor Junior School, Huddersfield..his name is Thomas actually..but people called him Tom sometimes.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: nothing
35. Most visited webpage: facebook and blogspot
36. Whats your real name : munawarah mohd izam
37. Nicknames: muna, na, ikan bilis (my younger brother calls me that)
39. Zodiac sign: sagittarius
40. Male or female?: female
41. Elementary: SK Jitra, Kedah...Crossland Moor Junior School, England...SK Sg Korok Baru, Alor Setar...SK Sg Kajang, Batu Pahat
42. Secondary: SMK Tun Aminah, Batu Pahat...MRSM Muar
43. Tertiary education: IPKB, Kelantan...IPBA KL...University College Plymouth St. Mark & St. John, UK
44. Hair colour: black
45. Long or short: longggggggggg
46. Height: 160cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone: (^_^)
48: What do you like about yourself?: errr..
49. Piercings: none
50. Tattoos: no wayyyy~
51. Righty or lefty: righty
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: never
53. First piercing: nil
54. First best friend : a boy named Raja back in kindergarten years..haha
55. First sport you joined: track and field
56. First vacation: London :)
58. First pair of trainers: kindergarten years i think
RIGHT NOW
59. thinking something more simpler than 1+1 = : *blank mode*
60. Drinking: nope!
61. I'm about to : type a response to this question. done! :)
62. Listening to: jigsaw falling into place
63. Waiting to : see Yorke soon~ *fingers crossed*
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: for sure! insyallah :)
65. Get married?: insyaallah..but i have no idea when.
66. Career : teacher/lecturer/professional emcee/businesswoman
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes...he said my eyes tell stories..huhu
68. Hugs or kisses: hugs
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or younger: younger! hohoho~ (^,^)
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive, please...
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nope!
77. Drank hard liquor: no laaaa~
78. Lost glasses/contacts: not yet so far..
79. Sex on first date: ish3~ never!
80. Broken someone's heart: huhu..yes...my sincerest apologies to whom it may concern... :(
82. Been arrested: never
83. Turned someone down: yes...sorry again to those concerned
84. Cried when someone died: yes
85. Fallen for a friend?: ngee~ (^_~)
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes!
87. Miracles: yesssss! By Allah's will, anything can happen.
88. Love at first sight: yes...so first impression is always crucial
89. Heaven: yes
90. Santa Claus: yes when i was a little girl...coz i believed what my teachers, Mrs. Lambert and Mrs. Burling, told me...huhu
91. Kiss on the first date: no
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/ boyfriend at a time: never
95. Did you sing today?: yes! i sing to myself and to my friends most of the time :)
96. Ever cheated on somebody's relationship?: no, i think
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: when i was 9
98. If you could pick a day from last year,what would it be?: 21st December 2008, the day i left the UK, leaving behind sooo many memories.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: honestly, yes.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yeah
Tuesday, 10 November 2009
I'm a big YELLOW blob! :)
If we were to represent this life in colours, then i'm sure it'll be multicoloured (errkk..is there such a word?). Though at times it'll be a bit messy and smudgy (from the mixing of the different colours) still, i can assure you, all the colours in the world would blend in just perfectly.
Take me, for example. I would represent myself in these different colours~
- red: when i am angry or furious with something or somebody
- blue: when i feel a bit gay, chilled and relaxed~ :)
- yellow/orange: when i'm all hyped up, adrenaline pumping and gushing through the veins..o yeahhh~
- pink: when my day is as sweet as honey~ ngee~
- white: when i feel good and angelic (cehhh~)
- black/grey: when i'm upset, moody and gloomy :(
- green: when i feel fresh and cool! oh, like in the jungle.. erkk :p
On certain days, these colours just blend together and it creates a different situation and a different feeling inside of me. Do you get what i mean?.. Hmmm..how can i explain this clearer... Okay, for instance, yesterday, the atmosphere was a bit of a greyish colour. Probably due to the Monday blues :p But out of the ordinary, i was the yellowish blob in a middle of the greyish atmosphere. I was a bit highty flighty i admit. hehe :p Even my besties pointed that out. Well, that's kinda good i suppose. At least, a little yellow blob in a grey basin won't cause any harm...it'll help to brighten up the area! *wink2*
And at a different time, i can be the big black dot in a mixture of colourful paints; pink, yellow, green, white, red, purple etc. But as the colours blend together~ tadaaaa!!! I am no longer the big black hedious dot :)
So you see, life is as colourful. You can be a cheerful person (bright yellow blob) one day, and the next, the saddest person ever existed on planet Earth (a gigantic dot, as black as ebony). But as you mix around with the people around you (perhaps your friends, family members, students etc) who may carry different feelings, aura and emotions with them (represented by the various colours), they will neutralize the imbalanced feelings or atmosphere created. Just Purrrrrfect! :)
Take me, for example. I would represent myself in these different colours~
- red: when i am angry or furious with something or somebody
- blue: when i feel a bit gay, chilled and relaxed~ :)
- yellow/orange: when i'm all hyped up, adrenaline pumping and gushing through the veins..o yeahhh~
- pink: when my day is as sweet as honey~ ngee~
- white: when i feel good and angelic (cehhh~)
- black/grey: when i'm upset, moody and gloomy :(
- green: when i feel fresh and cool! oh, like in the jungle.. erkk :p
On certain days, these colours just blend together and it creates a different situation and a different feeling inside of me. Do you get what i mean?.. Hmmm..how can i explain this clearer... Okay, for instance, yesterday, the atmosphere was a bit of a greyish colour. Probably due to the Monday blues :p But out of the ordinary, i was the yellowish blob in a middle of the greyish atmosphere. I was a bit highty flighty i admit. hehe :p Even my besties pointed that out. Well, that's kinda good i suppose. At least, a little yellow blob in a grey basin won't cause any harm...it'll help to brighten up the area! *wink2*
And at a different time, i can be the big black dot in a mixture of colourful paints; pink, yellow, green, white, red, purple etc. But as the colours blend together~ tadaaaa!!! I am no longer the big black hedious dot :)
So you see, life is as colourful. You can be a cheerful person (bright yellow blob) one day, and the next, the saddest person ever existed on planet Earth (a gigantic dot, as black as ebony). But as you mix around with the people around you (perhaps your friends, family members, students etc) who may carry different feelings, aura and emotions with them (represented by the various colours), they will neutralize the imbalanced feelings or atmosphere created. Just Purrrrrfect! :)
Friday, 6 November 2009
Jamlo
Today, a good friend of mine suddenly blurted out a question, a question that i've expected somebody would one day ask.
"Muna, how does it feel to be single again?" *lebih kurang cmth laa*
My first reaction was, quick! make a guess! hehe.. I surprisingly smiled. Geee~ I actually did! :) I sincerely answered that it feels good to be single yet at times it does make me feel sad.
Now i'll list down all the good thins of being single again:
1) freedom- i can go out with anyone i like without hurting anyone in particular
2) free from commitment- ok, don't get me wrong. it's not that i don't favour
commitment, it's just that being single frees me from any commitment that i
have towards the other person. I'm no committed to anyone.
3) i get to meet new people, get to know them and eventually expand my circle of
friends.
4) i get to spend more time with my girlfriends~ meaning more night outs, more
movies, more girls night in~ o yeahh~
What about the cons?..let's list them down...
1) yes, i do feel lonely sometimes (when my girlfriends aren't around or whenever
i'm bored)
2) i (once in a while) envy my friends though this is such a bad feeling..sorry..but
really, i always try to avoid this feeling by turning it around.. Rather than
envying them, i feel happy for them that they are now happy :)
3) ermmm..ok, this point, i doubt it's relevance, but i do feel a bit panicky (being
single) at times especially when aunts or uncles start asking "muna, bila
nak kahwin nh?" i tell u, too much pressure! seriously, too much.
4) oh yes, i sometimes do wonder whether i'll even end up with anybody. huhu. i mean
look around us, there aren't many good guys left. Guys prefer staying behind bars
and in rehabs. Will i ever meet my soul mate?
Generally, i've listed down the pros and cons from my own perspective. I might be right, and i also might be wrong. Back to the topic, being single isn't that bad after all nor am I saying that it's good. I just want to make sure that whoever i end up with one day, will forever be there for me in this temporary life and the life in the Hereafter.
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~Ya Allah, berikanlah kepadaku suami yang terbaik dari sisi-Mu, suami yang juga
menjadi sahabatku dalam urusan agama, urusan dunia & akhirat...ameen~
"Muna, how does it feel to be single again?" *lebih kurang cmth laa*
My first reaction was, quick! make a guess! hehe.. I surprisingly smiled. Geee~ I actually did! :) I sincerely answered that it feels good to be single yet at times it does make me feel sad.
Now i'll list down all the good thins of being single again:
1) freedom- i can go out with anyone i like without hurting anyone in particular
2) free from commitment- ok, don't get me wrong. it's not that i don't favour
commitment, it's just that being single frees me from any commitment that i
have towards the other person. I'm no committed to anyone.
3) i get to meet new people, get to know them and eventually expand my circle of
friends.
4) i get to spend more time with my girlfriends~ meaning more night outs, more
movies, more girls night in~ o yeahh~
What about the cons?..let's list them down...
1) yes, i do feel lonely sometimes (when my girlfriends aren't around or whenever
i'm bored)
2) i (once in a while) envy my friends though this is such a bad feeling..sorry..but
really, i always try to avoid this feeling by turning it around.. Rather than
envying them, i feel happy for them that they are now happy :)
3) ermmm..ok, this point, i doubt it's relevance, but i do feel a bit panicky (being
single) at times especially when aunts or uncles start asking "muna, bila
nak kahwin nh?" i tell u, too much pressure! seriously, too much.
4) oh yes, i sometimes do wonder whether i'll even end up with anybody. huhu. i mean
look around us, there aren't many good guys left. Guys prefer staying behind bars
and in rehabs. Will i ever meet my soul mate?
Generally, i've listed down the pros and cons from my own perspective. I might be right, and i also might be wrong. Back to the topic, being single isn't that bad after all nor am I saying that it's good. I just want to make sure that whoever i end up with one day, will forever be there for me in this temporary life and the life in the Hereafter.
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~Ya Allah, berikanlah kepadaku suami yang terbaik dari sisi-Mu, suami yang juga
menjadi sahabatku dalam urusan agama, urusan dunia & akhirat...ameen~
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